I am very happy to write here about a Man who changed my whole life. He is the heir to a tradition that is not a single thousand years old. With it, he healed me and showed me who I really am. And now this living knowledge of unity with life shines on me every moment. I am happy to live that way!

About 5 years ago, I came to a ceremony with Arutam Ruyman for the first time. Then I did not see that I was in a terrible state and that I had not long to walk on our Land. Thanks to what I had to go through during the ceremony and the invaluable support on the way without which I would not have coped alone, my gratitude to Ruyman and to this tradition has become my bones. And I feel that until my last breath I will be able to carry it naturally, as well as the awe and love for him and for this most effective, fast and direct path to the living knowledge of unity with our Father.

I believe that there are only two most valuable gifts in my life. This is a gift from my Mother and a gift that came to my life through Arutam Ruyman. The first gift I had was the very fact of my birth. And I didn’t feel its value, I was driving the train of my life into the abyss and I didn’t have much left. And I didn’t do it intentionally, I was just blind. Anxiety; lack of support in life; the use of loved ones as a support and consumer attitude to them and to life; lack of sincerity with myself; irritability; pervading fear of all of me; self-exaltation and pride; dependence on sex, sweets and the opinions of others; the inability to focus on anything for a long time… and this is only part of what I have done with my life.

I believe that I needed a miracle. And this miracle was the meeting with Arutam Ruyman. And this is the second and most valuable gift for me. Because in order to fully experience the first gift, meeting with Ruyman and this tradition became a necessity for me.

There was a time when Ruyman forbade me to come to the ceremonies, because I could not cope with myself. Then I asked him to come without participating in ceremonies, just to be able to help others. A year later, I started participating again. And at some point, I felt that it was important for me to give all of myself to this Person, to the tradition and to the needy people who came to the ceremonies. And this opportunity became the main one for me. And thanks to this, I was healed from the root of suffering – of God-separation. And I am proud to write here that my whole new life begins at the feet of Arutam Ruyman.

And with respect to you, reader, and with a desire for the best for you, and with a pure heart, I invite you to touch upon this ancient tradition. And I have the confidence to say so, because Ruyman, this tradition saved my life and discovered causeless happiness in my life – and the whole truth of my life is in these words.

I am grateful to you for trusting me to read these lines. And if I can help you make your choice, then I ask you to write to me (auarutam@yandex.ru). It is my highest blessing to serve you.

At the beginning of 2022, I am going to finally come to the homeland of this unique tradition. The ceremonies take place in the wild jungles of Ecuador. The greatness of this holiday of life cannot be described in words. Coming there is my biggest dream now. I will be glad to see you there also!

Ayu