It isn’t really possible to articulate how incredible Hayulima is. One has to experience it for themselves. The majesty of the surrounding forest is breathtaking. The wisdom of the Shamans is clear. The plant medicine is indisputably powerful. I can’t recommend it enough for people in search of meaning, answers, or healing.

Ecuador is a beautiful country with kind people. The physical journey to the retreat is really quite interesting as someone from the flat plains of Texas. Taking a trip through the countryside always makes me feel like I’m in a dream. Hayulima is comfortably situated deep in the mountains away from the distractions of modern life. There is a peace and quiet there that most people will unfortunately never be familiar with. One thing I must recommend is that you bring long pants and bug spray as there are many insects. Other than that, the wildlife is beautiful, and I was lucky to catch a glimpse of some toucans. The weather is comfortable day or night and is never too hot or too cold.

The accommodations are simple, yet cozy. Everyone is friendly, including the staff and guests. It’s a more intimate setting than some of the other Ayahuasca retreats I’ve been to. You get to eat meals and converse with the Shamans as with anyone else. It’s amazing to talk to them and the other guests about deep topics that many people are anxious to talk to their own family about. It’s really helped me to open up more in my everyday life. The Shamans are great people with years of experience and will help you through the ceremonies. At least half of what makes the retreat so amazing are the people you meet.

As for the plant medicines, it’s saved my life. Ayahuasca and San Pedro really are miraculous. A myriad of revelations crosses my mind anytime I’m with the plant medicine, but there were two main points that I most clearly learned during my latest trip. First of all, I tend to catastrophize. Whenever I encounter life’s hardships, my mind focuses on the worst possible outcomes. I’ve learned to go with the flow and expect life to be good. Even when bad things happen, I know my spirit is strong and I’ll make it through. Secondly, I’ve learned that negativity is a choice and it’s possible to repudiate negativity through the strength of willpower. You have to banish bad thoughts and feelings from your mind deliberately. Know, however, that the plant medicines are not silver bullets. They are guides along your spiritual path. Ascending spiritually is a process that requires time and effort, but if you’re interested in putting in the work, Hayulima is definitely the place for you.