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Gaia Sagrada is a non-profit (rare among retreat centers) keeping prices as low and close to expenses as possible. Even the directors of Gaia earn close to minimum wage in Ecuador each month, as their priority is helping people awaken in a changing world.
Gaia Sagrada is nestled in the Magical Andes Mountains on 55 acres (22 hectares) with hundreds of miles of beautiful country roads and trails to hike. Most centers are in cramped quarters on a small piece of land, but Gaia Sagrada is expansive, open and free. You can see the Milky Way at night with clearer stars in the sky than you’ve ever seen, with fireflies in the fields. In the daytime there are beautiful mountain vistas in every direction and miles and miles of country roads and hikes to take. There is even a waterfall nearby to hike to!
Gaia = Mother Nature, Mother Earth
Sagrada = Sacred
This is a magical journey through consciousness that will change your life forever. Gaia Sagrada is sponsored by University of Metaphysical Sciences and founder is Christine Breese, PhD.
This is a chance to overhaul your system through shamanic healing and realize your full potential. Much healing will take place during these 12, 7 or 6 days in mind, body and spirit during this Ayahuasca retreat and San Pedro retreat.
Why did we choose Ecuador instead of Peru?
We chose Ecuador because shamans have to be certified and authorized to practice their trade. It is important to us that everyone has a safe experience with skilled shamans who are approved by the government to practice their trade with integrity, skill and a proper education in this particular healing practice. Ecuador has more regulations for shamans than any other country.
Ecuador was also picked for the ease of entry for visitors (no shots or visas required, only your passport), and also for its gorgeous, magical, and natural settings (very lush and green!).
Ecuadorian people are very friendly and helpful, and we have become quite a part of the Ecuadorian community around us. Your money helps to support them.
Where is Gaia Sagrada?
Gaia Sagrada is nestled in a small community called Llayzhatan (Yah-zuh-tan) in the Andes Mountains on 55 acres, about 45 minutes outside of the city of Cuenca, Ecuador. We are very near to Jadan (Hah-don) which means “Close to Heaven.” What a perfect place for Gaia Sagrada!
Why both Ayahuasca and San Pedro Ceremonies?
We feel that offering both is very important because one without the other is not a balanced experience. The shamans say Ayahuasca shows you what you need to change or heal, and San Pedro gives you the power to do it.
We offer both Ayahuasca ceremonies and San Pedro ceremonies because the Ayahuasca is considered the feminine aspect of the medicines; San Pedro is the masculine aspect of the medicines. In this era, it is all about balancing the masculine and feminine aspects in each of us to attain true wisdom. These two very different medicines help with that in every individual. The shamans also say that Ayahuasca shows you what to heal and San Pedro gives you the power to make the changes.
Modern, Comfortable Facilities
, sauna and modern housing with electric, 24/7 hot water, and WiFi make it easier to concentrate on your inner journey, yet stay in touch with the outside world if you wish.
We are practically bug free, (NO mosquitoes!) the air is clean, never too hot or humid, and you can see the milky way at night in the sky with fireflies all around you. During the day is T-shirt weather, with sunny gardens to sit in, and hummingbirds to watch.
Description of Retreats – 12, 6 and 7 day Ayahuasca Retreats
12-day Ayahuasca and San Pedro retreats are offered. During these 12-day retreats, 5 ceremonies are offered: 2 Ayahuasca, 2 San Pedro, and 1 mixed with a powerful sweat lodge experience. There is the possibility of 7 ceremonies if you are interested in doing the extra Ayahuasca ceremonies for an extra charge. There is one extra Ayahuasca ceremony in the middle of the retreat and a 2nd extra Ayahuasca ceremony at the end of the retreat and you would stay for an extra day making it a 13 day ceremony.
7-day Ayahuasca and San Pedro retreats entail coming for the first 7 days of a 12-day retreat. This includes 3 ceremonies – 1 Ayahuasca, 1 San Pedro and 1 mixed with the powerful sweat lodge experience. There are no extra ceremonies available for this retreat unless there are openings in the 6 day retreat (which is rare, we are usually completely booked).
6 day Ayahuasca & San Pedro retreats have 3 ceremonies: 2 Ayahuasca and 1 San Pedro with the option of 1 extra Ayahuasca ceremony if you opt for the extra ceremony on the day of your arrival. This gives you the possibility of 4 ceremonies in a 6-7 day span. You can also come a day early and settle in (recommended) so you aren’t getting off the plane and going straight into ceremony, making it a 7 day retreat.
You can see all our retreat dates here.
Ayahuasca Ceremonies
The Ayahuasca ceremonies take place in our beautiful maloka near the forest with the sounds of nature and the twinkling stars outside. During the Ayahuasca ceremonies we always have a few sober helpers standing by to help light your way to the bathroom, empty your purge bucket, and get you anything you need during the ceremony.
Some centers have people express loudly and be dramatic, but our ceremonies are quiet and inwardly focused, with our expert shamans holding space, using music and Icaros at the proper moments to carry the energy. If someone needs to make noise, we move them to another place outside the maloka so everyone can stay focused on their journey.
The shaman is there for your individual healing as you need it from beginning to end. Between ceremonies you are supported with experienced staff to talk with about your experiences if you need any help.
San Pedro Ceremonies
The San Pedro ceremonies give you a completely different experience. These ceremonies take place during the day and go into the night under our beautiful ceremonial gazebo patio (maloka), on the edge of a beautiful forest with a view overlooking the mountains, completely connected with nature in every way. Some San Pedro ceremonies are done walking through nature on Gaia’s incredibly beautiful land, with beautiful vistas in every direction.
While Ayahuasca takes you to your inner dimensions, San Pedro opens your 
and shows you how the dimensions intertwine and overlap with each other.
Sweat Lodge Ceremony
The sweat lodge ceremony, with both medicines mixed, takes place outdoors in a beautiful field, with the birds chirping all around you.
Connect with the Earth while you go through this deep, cleansing experience, a traditional shamanic offering as part of your healing and awakening. After the sweat lodge we sit under the stars and enjoy time around the fire, connecting with the shamans in a heart felt way with laughter, music and love!
In this ceremony, the San Pedro is given first, then if you want to take the Ayahausca you can later in the ceremony. It is optional, but don’t miss this exquisite experience of both the masculine and the feminine medicines together. It is like having both grandfather and grandmother holding your hand in this journey.
This is often everyone’s favorite ceremony, as it brings everything together, the male and female aspects of the medicines, and a balance to the experience. Places that tell you not to mix the medicines are usually ones that don’t offer one or the other, but we have found that this is the most healing experience of them all and there are always good results!
Each ceremony is different
In total, there are five ceremonies in a 12 day retreat with the option of 2 extras if you choose to partake, and the 6 and 7 day ceremonies have 3 ceremonies each with extra ceremonies (6 day only) if you would like to partake as well.
Each one is a different kind of ceremony with different shamans so you can experience all the ways that shamans work with these traditions. There are many ways to experience shamanic ceremonies and we offer them all!
Prices
12-Day, 6 Day and 7 Day Ayahuasca & San Pedro Retreats include everything – steam room, , wifi, food, several workshops and meetings, yoga, meditation and all the ceremonies with a day of rest between each ceremony. It is very important, not to rush through the medicines. You can see our Retreat Prices here.
Be careful with retreats that offer back to back ceremonies each day or squeeze too many into a retreat. It is important to process the changes happening for you, and get plenty of rest so you aren’t tired for the next ceremony. Better to spend a couple extra days in retreat than to rush through the medicines.
12 (or 13) Day Retreats: This retreat includes 5 ceremonies with the possibility of an extra ceremony in the middle of the retreat and even another for the possibility of 7 ceremonies if you stay for a total of 13 days.
7-Day Retreat: Come for the first 7 days of a 12 day retreat. There are limited spaces for the 7 day retreat option, as it is mostly filled by those who want to stay for the full 12 days. We encourage you to go for the 12 day retreat though because you will find that 7 days is not enough! If all you have is 7 days though, we are here to accommodate your needs.
6 (or 7) Day Retreat: Come for the second half of the 12 day retreat, last 6 days, everything included. Possibility of extra Ayahuasca ceremony on day of arrival, first day.
Our Retreats Are At-Cost, Non-Profit
Gaia Sagrada is a non profit retreat center, rare among Ayahuasca retreats. We are not in this for money, we are in it for the awakening of humanity! Our expenses cost 5 – 6 times more in Ecuador than Peru, and yet our prices are even more affordable than most places in Peru. We operate at the edge of expenses because we care about everyone of all income levels to have the opportunity to have this experience. Even the directors make only minimum wage, which is unheard of. This is a labor of love!
Who are Gaia Sagrada’s shamans?
Our shamans are true Ecuadorian shamans, so you are getting the real thing! Our shamans bridge both the Ancient and Modern worlds so they understand the issues you are coming to heal or understand. Scroll below to see pictures of our shamans and meet your guides on your inner journeys with the medicine!
Why Gaia Sagrada Is Highest Rated Ayahuasca Center
People who have been to other Ayahuasca centers tell us all the time that Gaia Sagrada is the best place out of all the centers they have been to and that Gaia Sagrada sets the standard for what an Ayahuasca retreat center should be, even outshining the famous and super well known ones.
Our shamans are around before and after ceremonies for people to talk to, spend time with people outside the ceremonies, and our shamans stay with the people from the beginning to the end of the ceremony.
At most centers the shaman sings for a little while and then disappears, never to be seen again until the next ceremony. If you see them around you are supposed to not talk to them or bother them. Our shamans are approachable and happy to talk with you.
Our shamans spend time with everyone and give individual attention to each person not only during the ceremonies but also between the ceremonies. You can actually talk with them at breakfast or sit by the fire and enjoy their company! This is one of the things that makes our center unique.
Our Shamans
Mauricio has been in documentaries of South American Shamanism. He is guide with power plants for 30 years, plays many instruments, plays shamanic music for events, and makes wind instruments and stringed instruments. He composes Andean and shamanic music. He is very famous for his music! He is a descendant of the Diaguita ethnic group from northern Chile.
Mauricio is an elder, which is very unusual and lucky to have as your guide in these Ayahuasca ceremonies. He is very skilled, well respected and well known in Ecuador for his work. You will be so blessed with a real, authentic and safe Ayahuasca ceremony guided by a true master Shaman!
Veronica’s motivation is serving others in their existential search in relationship with nature, and personal balance. She runs sweat lodge and creates a beautiful, transformative and authentic experience, carrying the traditions of the native people. She is a spiritual energizer who carries the sacred pipe (Chanupa), blessed by the elders of the Sacred Fire of Itzhachilatlan.
She is a Medicine Woman, Sun Dancer, Star Dancer, and has completed the vision quests. She is an Andean Agricultural student of University of Hatun Yachak Wasi, as well. She is also a biorhythm trainer.
Namur descends from a family of Shuar tribe shamans, a native culture of the Ecuadorian Amazon. He is a born shamans, so to speak! He experienced and connected for the first time with the medicine of Natem (Ayahuasca) when he was only 5 years old. The shamans of his community have shared with him their knowledge, wisdom, songs and prayers throughout all his life and he took part in many ancient rituals.
An elder Shuar shaman passed down to Namur the Uwishin practices. He has also received the instructions and teachings of the ancestral practices of other native cultures.
Christine holds space in ceremony with a combination of strength, gentleness and kindness that is quite rare. She touches the hearts of those she works with in her ceremonies. She is a shaman who has a way of calming any person who needs it and can help each person take their power back from the places they lost it.
Born and raised in La Amazonia (Ecuador), Santiago’s first memories are of the medicine, the ancestors, and his first limpia (shamanic cleansing) when he was 7 years old from his mom (Alicia). His Mother was his first and most important teacher. She taught him how to do limpias with the Sacred Plants such as: Tobacco, Santa Maria, Aji and many others. Another Master from his village was Don Juanito, who works with medicine plants doing limpias of all sorts and healing bones.
Male and Female Facilitators At Each Ceremony
We have both a male and a female facilitators at each ceremony. This keeps everything safe and in balance.
Women Are Truly Safe at Gaia Sagrada
Women are truly safe at Gaia Sagrada, particularly given that the founder of Gaia Sagrada is a woman.
You will love every single one of our shamans. Feel free to look on our shaman bio page for their history and photos.
We spent years looking for just the right shamans to offer ceremonies here. We bring the best of the best to you here in Ecuador!
Safe Medicine!
Whenever there are problems with Ayahuasca or any other shamanic medicine ceremonies, it’s because the shamans mix something into the medicine that shouldn’t be there. Sometimes shamans mix in Datura (Toe), Nicotine, or other ingredients to make the experience more intense.
However, ingredients mixed in is not true Ayahuasca and can become a nightmarish experience rather than a healing experience. When people have a terrible experience with Ayahuasca, it is usually because ingredients are mixed into Ayahuasca that shouldn’t be there (or the person is taking pharmaceutical or recreational drugs that should not be mixed with Ayahuasca.) Gaia Sagrada’s medicine is absolutely pure.
We use only the vine and the leaves for Ayahuasca. Nothing else!
For the San Pedro medicine, only the cactus. Nothing else!
Our shamans are under contract to make only the purest medicine with nothing else in it that could cause harm to anyone. Our medicine is the safest possible medicine that can be made, strong and pure.
Why Choose Gaia Sagrada?
- At Cost, Low, Non-Profit Prices, good karmic use of your money. This center is not about commercialism or making money and that is why we offer everything AT COST. Things in Peru cost a fifth or sixth of what things cost in Ecuador, so this truly is our rock bottom cost! No one is getting rich at Gaia Sagrada. Even the directors make only Ecuador’s minimum wage, and get housing and food. This is about service to humanity, NO Ayahuasca commercialism here!
- Modern Housing And Facilities. Comfort allows you to focus more on your inner journey. Electric, hot water, modern toilets and hot showers, wifi internet… LUXURIOUS HOT TUBS and SAUNA. No mosquitoes or bugs. Big thick, comfy mattresses in a real bed in a modern room. No other Ayahuasca center has this level of comfort and amenities. Be comfortable while you journey into the universe within!
- Shamans Are Registered, Trained, Skilled, And Evaluated. Shamans are examined by Ecuadorian government agencies for their ability to practice their trade, instead of countries where anyone can call themselves a shaman.
- Ease Of Access for travelers, no vaccines or shots required, Cuenca airport only 45 minutes away.
- There have never been any medical emergencies, but if there was one, a fully equipped modern hospital is only 35 minutes away by car. No walking through bogs, hiking, motorcyles or boats required to reach help if needed. Even a clinic is only 15 minutes away, yet you are in a pristine 55 acre country setting under the stars with no lights or buildings interfering with the view. You would never know you were close to civilization. This makes our center one of the safest to experience these medicine journeys.
- Not Hot Or Humid, pleasant weather all year round. No screeching animals or insects all night long, like in the jungle! Being near Cuenca and being in the Andes Mountains makes Gaia Sagrada’s temperature and climate like an eternal spring. It’s warm T-shirt weather during a sunny day and it’s cool at night. You won’t be dying of sweat and heat (or mosquitos!) at Gaia Sagrada while trying to sleep.
- Medicine Is Safe, Strong, Pure And Unadulterated. NO additives or mixtures that could be dangerous to your health. We only use pure traditional ingredients, only the vine and the leaves for Ayahuasca, and only the Cactus for San Pedro. Nothing else! Period! Our medicine is safer than places where they mix things that shouldn’t be included.
- Sponsored By University Of Metaphysical Sciences, a leader in metaphysics and spiritual teachings, with credibility and tens of thousands of students all over the world.
- Instead of large, overpriced and commercial, we keep ceremonies Small And Intimate so each participant gets individual attention.
- We Offer Both Medicines, Ayahuasca (feminine) and San Pedro (masculine) medicines in order to provide a balanced experience. One without the other is not balanced. Not all centers offer both medicines, and both are so necessary. You will see!
- Our Shamans Stay With You From Beginning To End, never leaving prematurely before the medicines are finished doing their work with you. At a lot of centers the shamans sing for just an hour or so, and then they end the ceremony and leave you on your own just when you are needing their guidance the most. It is not good if the shamans leave when the medicine is at its strongest heights! Our shamans stay with you for every part of your journey, until the medicine is finished doing its work with you. They are with you to guide you every step of the way.
- 55 Acres To Hike On, plus miles and miles and miles of country roads to wander in wilderness and small, authentic, indigenous Ecuadorian villages, with the women wearing their normal indigenous clothing, walking sheep, cows and goats. You will never run out of beautiful vistas and places to explore. Here you will get a taste of what the REAL Andes Mountains of Ecuador are like, far from tourist traps.
Transformation with love!
You are supported in your Ayahuasca healing journey with love and kindness. You will have a true adventure in consciousness during these days of Ayahuasca ceremonies and San Pedro ceremonies.
This is a life-changing event – a healing retreat that will change how you see yourself and life. You will see the evidence of this in our more than 600+ reviews.
Be ready to meet yourself at levels you never thought possible! Meet the master within you and explore the universe that you are.
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March 6, 2023 at 7:09 pmI spent a very beautiful week here in December 2022 with some of the kindest most heart-centered people on the planet. It takes a lot of work to ensure that a center such as this operates at the highest levels, which it did. Each and every member of the Gaia team was impeccable in word and action. I had the best time making friends with the other participants, volunteers, shamans, everyone! The ceremonies were beautiful and I felt safe, protected, and never forced into anything I did not feel called to do. For example, I participated in the sweat lodge ceremony only from the outside by the fire and my decision was respected and never questioned. I was in medicine and felt included even though I was outside; it was an amazing day and night. The amenities, the grounds, and Oh My Goddess, the food, was everything you could ever want. I stayed in the dorm and my bed was comfy and warm. Even if there were no medicines or ceremonies involved, I could have wandered around the grounds all day long communing with Spirit. I will cherish the memories I made here and hope that when the medicine calls again, it calls me back to Gaia Sagrada. Aho.
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March 6, 2023 at 7:08 pmI truly enjoyed my time at Gaia Sagrada! The shamans were wonderful, the medicine was strong and the staff and volunteers were lovely. I am so glad I chose Gaia Sagrada for my first experience with the medicines. I felt safe and well cared for, all my needs were met and the people were truly compassionate to my process. I did have a pretty strong process and cried a lot of my past out, and they were there for me.
Christine and the shamans were knowledgeable and know what they are doing at Gaia Sagrada. They handeld everything professionally and the group became a beautiful family. We are all still talking with each other on a Whatsapp group and having fun supporting each other!
If you are looking for a place where you will feel safe, people take care of your process and your needs, this is a great place! And the food was amazing! All you can eat buffets of delicious veggie food! Vegans were happy too!
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February 24, 2023 at 1:03 pmFor my 44th birthday I wanted to do something special, so I booked a week long retreat at Gaia Sagrada. Best gift I’ve ever given myself! What an incredible week of healing, growth and power. It was some of the hardest inner work I’ve ever done on myself, but I was so supported by the facilitators, staff and volunteers. So much love and caring was offered to me in many different forms. Made some lifelong friends too 🙂 The property is GORGEOUS and so peaceful. My only regret… not booking the 12 day retreat!
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February 18, 2023 at 10:25 amHealing and Love is what you will find here. You are cared for, you are appreciated, and you will meet special people with full hearts and incredible stories. Go for the healing, stay for the family and love.
Volunteer22
February 14, 2023 at 10:17 amA year has passed since I spent three months as a volunteer at Gaia Sagrada, and I decided many times not to write this review. Mostly to preserve the healing opportunities I know the center provides to guests, and the employment it provides to locals. But in the end, what I saw during my time as a volunteer has left me both traumatized and struggling with my conscience, and I feel I have to speak my truth.
To keep things balanced, let’s start with the good things:
– My managers were lovely people, and the work exchange was well organised. Volunteers were matched to work that suited their skills, and you get the opportunity to try many different jobs such as teaching yoga, meditation, workshops and so on.
– The retreat has a ‘summer camp’ vibe that I loved. Not too fancy, but still comfy. The ‘karma yoga’ (where guests provide an hour of service a day) made for a nice connection between staff, volunteers and guests. Like most plant medicine retreats, it’s an easy place to make friends.
– Compared to more remote jungle centers, Gaia is easy to get to. It’s also good to have a hospital only 30 min drive away – although this, as I will explain below, is not always enough.
– The healers/shamans who worked there during my time (Namur, Marlene, Santiago, Veronica and her son) were great. Which is why it was extra sad to see the way Christine, the retreat founder, treated them. More below.
Now for the not so good things:
– The majority of people looking after guests are volunteers. The application process is very easy. No phone call or interview. Pay a deposit and a fee per retreat, and you’re good to go. This is a great opportunity for a volunteer with little experience, but it does not make for a very solid team. Many volunteers had lots of personal work left to do, and there was constant drama in the team. Two people left after a fight with Christine on the first day, and another was asked to leave after the first retreat. In fact, I saw a lot of volunteers cry after conversations with Christine. The maximum stay is three months, after which most (if not all of) the volunteer team gets replaced.
– A woman died, and it just went away with no comments about it. She was already sick and I don’t think the medicine is dangerous. But I think it was a big oversight and process failure that she was allowed to drink ayahuasca at all. She died during her first ceremony in front of about thirty other guests. These guests understandably felt traumatized the morning after, but received no support. Instead, they were lectured about how ‘death is a natural thing’, told not to speak to anybody about what happened, and expected to go straight into another ceremony with Christine at 8 A.M. the next day. 24 hours after the death, Christine (who was in the ceremony when the woman died) had still not shown her face to answer any of their questions, leaving it to volunteers and three inexperienced managers to deal with the fallout. It was chaos. When she finally did show up, instead of listening to the traumatized guests, Christine flip flopped between angry defensiveness and dramatically announcing she was going to close the center immediately so ‘no one will ever get any more healing.’ Finally, some guests were offered their money back, but they were initially asked to sign papers saying they would not talk about it. This requirement was later dropped after much pushback. I felt so bad for the people who went home way worse off than they came. A lot of them were very vulnerable people. Once they had been shipped off, there was a meeting with the people who wanted to stay, which quickly turned from a chance to speak about what had happened to people consoling a crying Christine. Guests suggested she put out a statement on the website saying what had happened, and many offered to help. This was agreed upon, but never happened. The whole thing just went away. I still cannot believe that a year after there is still no mention of it anywhere. It’s like it never happened. A number of people left badly traumatized. As for us volunteers, who had worked together to remove the woman’s body from the ceremony space, no support or option to leave was offered.
– Unfortunately, this was not really surprising behavior from Christine. From the very start, she was volatile and abusive to volunteers. Like I said, two girls left immediately. But she was also abusive to the local shamans. For example, after the death, she offered guests a free extra ceremony as compensation. Only after the shaman gave the ceremony did she say he wouldn’t get paid, as it was ‘his fault’ the woman had died. This lead to a kind of stand-off between the shaman team and Christine, during which she used language more abusive than I think I’ve ever heard. It was only solved five minutes before the next ceremony was due to start. This is just one example of the drama I observed. According to both previous and current shamans, Gaia has a reputation for underpaying shamans and for high staff turnover, but at the end of the day, the pull of the foreign money is so strong that most return anyway. This felt incredibly sad to me, as the shamans work so hard and do an amazing job helping the guests. They shouldn’t have to accept abuse for that. Christine was constantly talking about how she had no money, but looking at the retreat fees, what she pays shamans and staff, and the fact that the place is run by volunteers, I find that math hard to understand. She did keep talking about an expensive lawsuit against her. Make of that what you will.
– A small thing in comparison, but making me uneasy nonetheless and feeling indicative of the questionable morals at the heart of Gaia: Christine’s American husband, who looked to be in his 60’s at least, was walking around the center with his local 24 year-old girlfriend. Each to their own, but as a survivor of sexual abuse (which I know many guests were, too) this imbalance of power was challenging to watch. She attended an ayahuasca ceremony once, but had to leave about an hour after drinking her first cup ‘to do her homework.’ This did not tell me she had been very well prepared.
– And finally, to make matters worse, we were all banned from talking to each other about these issues due to a clause in both volunteer and guest agreements about ‘red-dogging.’ Basically, it said that if you’re overheard complaining or poisoning the group with negative criticisms and conversations,’ you could be thrown out, with none of your retreat fees or deposit being returned to you. ‘Love is the energy we work with here.’ If overhearing any talk of grievances, we were told to report the speaker to staff: ‘I understand that by doing this I am protecting mine and everyone else’s experience at this retreat and honoring the power of medicine ceremonies which amplify positive or negative energies… It will damage my own and everyone else’s experience, undoing the healing that is taking place.’ Initially, I was sceptical that this might provide a breeding ground for toxic positivity. After seeing a woman die, witnessing constant power abuse, and hearing what I heard between Christine and shamans, it feels like straight up gaslighting.
I’m aware that writing this may tarnish the view many guest hold of their time at Gaia. And it’s true that many, many people have great experiences as guests at the retreat. I had beautiful ceremonies there, too. But personally, if I knew what I know about what happens behind the scenes, I would never want to contribute to the continuation of such a problematic place.
I’ve been keeping an eye on reviews for the past years, waiting for someone else to speak out. But no one has. I guess people want to stay positive, move on. I do, too. But my experience actually haunts me, and just writing this has made me really upset again. After everything ayahuasca has taught me, it would feel completely wrong not to speak up. It’s just not right the way Christine treats people. I think she means well but I saw a lot of volunteers and guests badly affected. My guess is they don’t want to think about it more and so don’t share their view here.
I’m not sharing my name as in the past Gaia have outed people’s personal and family traumas in replies to negative reviews (you can read it yourself here and on Facebook). I’m not gonna lie, I’m also a bit scared of repercussions. But this is the truth of my experience, and anyone who was there last fall/winter could confirm what happened. I don’t know what needs to be done but I hope either Christine can become more humble and stop abusing people, or maybe the retreat needs new management to keep the good things available to guests.
Owner
April 7, 2023 at 5:32 amAll we can say is if a retreat center was really run this way, there is no way it would have been going this long and gotten almost 1,000 rave reviews from guests and volunteers alike on this and other review sites.
There are a lot of falsities here and it’s quite possibly a hit piece from a competitor. The source of this review is questionable. Use your discernment.
Gaia is a non profit organization (rare among retreat centers) with a loving, compassionate and organized group of people, including the directors. Their prime directive is helping others heal and awaken in a safe and caring environment for the most affordable price possible.
The shamans, directors, volunteers, and staff all have loving relationships (come see for yourself!) and shamans are paid double the normal rate even though we have non profit prices that just cover expenses.
We encourage you to read the other reviews so you can get perspective from people who have actually been to retreats here and had the experience.
Blessings to you,
Gaia Sagrada Dream Team