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- El Triunfo, peru
My name is Percy Garcia Lozano and I am a curandero from Iquitos in Peru. I dedicated my healing center and more than 20 years of my work to people who are seeking healing: be it spiritual, energetic, psychological or physical. My center has a ceremonial maloca and 12 cabins, two of which are designed for families (4 – 5 persons).
This enables me to work with small groups – the number of clients on ceremonies rarely exceed 10 people. Usually, also facilitator and/or one of my students would make sure that participants are safe and looked after during ceremonies. Small number of clients enable me to follow and monitor the entire healing process of each person from the moment they come until the moment they leave.
Besides three ceremonies per week, the healing is supported by dietas with diferent medicine plants (read more about dieta on the dieta page) and/or other healing work the client would need. I’d like to emphasize that my work is based on high ethical standards, including personal integrity on every level. I make special effort to create peaceful and safe environment in which the healing process may be more successful.
Great experience, Percy is a very kind person. I did 15 ceremonies. Cannot wait for the next january to go there again!!!
I spent a week at DAS Center in February 2017. It was my first time ever.. my first experience with Ayahuasca.. One week in that center means 3 ceremonies..
I also was believing and expecting from our shaman to spend more time with his guests, answer to our questions, calm down our worries, fears and anxieties, guide us, help us when we need and be more presented.. But Percy said his little daughter is having some serious health problem and she is staying in a hospital. So, he apologised and warned us that he will be presented for only a few hours during first ceremony and will leave us to his helper in the middle of it.. We totally understood him, as his reason seemed to be really very serious and we were feeling sorry for him and his little daughter. The portion I’ve got at the first ceremony was or too small, or not concentrated enough, but it didn’t make any effect to me.. Or maybe it should be like this, maybe I wasn’t ready yet.. maybe shaman or/and Pacha Mama know better what is better for me.
Percy didn’t come to the second ceremony at all. His helper Sarah said his daughter is still not well and she – Sarah will replace him and conduct the ceremony. The ayahuasca she gave me seemed to be very light, even lighter than the first one I had during the first ceremony. I didn’t have any particular effect again.
Percy was presented at the third and last ceremony for me ..and it was totally different performance and action. Percy was playing more various musical instruments, Sara was singing different icaros putting more power and soul to her voice and it was magnificent, wonderful! I don’t know what happened, maybe ayahuasca I drunk this time was also different, but I entered to the trance and started to see and to get what I needed.
I don’t know what is the right behaviour for a shaman, as I didn’t have any experience before. I just could say, I would like him more presented, more talking to me.. but I definitely was happy with the diet we had there, with special herbal tea we were receiving there every morning, with his helpers and especially with the other guests I met there. They all are more experienced people who have been stayed in other centres as well and so they can compare. They all were saying: Percy is the best healer. And I never saw Percy to behave inappropriately toward any woman in that center..
I was dealing with a quite serious form of addiction for over two decades. Four years ago a friend of mine suggested I should start working with the Medicine. At the begining I was able to find some local resources for ceremony but it was February last year (2016) when I decided to dedicate myself to serious work with Aya. I did around 20 ceremonies with my locals and advised by same friend reserved my spot at DAS Healing Center. I arrived to DAS in February 2017 and what I’ve experienced there completely changed my life and had an amazing healing effect on me on both mental and phisical level.
On top of ceremonies – which I’ll get back to in a moment – tranquality of this place, amazing healing dieta, everyday work with ayo sacha as a preparation to Ayahuasca, and fantastic, amazing people working in the Center, all of it was so healing and teaching. Being deep in the Jungle, fully dissconnected from the world, listening to the spirit of the forest, all animals and insects taught me to be more humble and appreciate more the gift of life I’ve received from the Higher Power. It was becoming so obvious that poisoning myself (inducing the state of mind which I was considering for so many years as my friend) was an absolutly horrible mistake. While seeing the great power in simplicity of life and diet offered in the Center I’ve learned a lot and that was exactly what I needed to have that final touch towards my drug free, healthy way of life!!!!!
Ceremonies at DAS are another story, all preceded with flower / floral bath, are taking place in a beautiful maloca. There is a very easy access to (many) restrooms which to me is quite important to feel comfortable during the ceremony. Senior Percy is an amazing person and I can’t express enough my appreciation to the way he is leading the ceremony, singing icaros and particularly to his plant knowledge and wisom. In front of our eyes he was mixing his Medicine out of many different plant extracts. What he offers is completely different to what I was drinking with my locals and the healing effect of his Medicine is out of this world (on top of amazing Medicinal plants mix Percy offers in his ayahuasca, healing effect was so great because of diet, ajo sacha and deep relaxation I was experiencing in the Center as a preparation to ayahuasca ceremonies itself).
Only thing I want to say is:
Thank You Senior Percy for creating such a beautifull space at DAS, for showing us a higher levels of reality, for bringing us closer to God.
Thank You Medicine for teaching and healing us and thank you all life forms in the forest for nurturing and calming us and letting us to know you. – I’m so sorry we are killing you Forest… But you will win this fight, or through power of your plants you will teach us to stop what we are doing!
After my February visit to DAS I’ve experienced a tremendous shift in my overal health damaged by drugs, positive shift in my mood and a quality of life…
Because of all of that I’ve visited DAS in April again and now already reserved my 2 weeks visit in November this year (2017)
This place saved my life! Thank You!
I was in DAS for two months (from mid of December till mid of February). After the first week I didn’t leave it, because I didn’t need or miss anything else. The Center is bright, safe and it surely supports the healing process of each participant. I am immensely grateful for the healing I received and lessons I learned. Strong respect towards maestro Percy and his work, which is undoubtedly dedicated to highest integrity standards. True admiration for his sincere and humble approach. Peace&Prosper!
I have known Percy Garcia from even before he had his beautiful albergue for healing. He is and has always been true to the medicina and remains a very humble person. Having watched him grow his center has been a pleasure for me to see. He treats all of his passengers with the utmost respect and I have never heard any complants about Percy. His medicina is powerful and focuses on the healing of physical, emotional, spiritual and psychological. He gives you a life changing experience and is always open for you to speak to and he has excellent answers to any questions you might have. I highly recommend him and his DAS Center.
I spent three months in DAS and I think that review by Ericka is a lie and not possible. Percy rarely even touches his female guests and would never have sex with any of us. There were a lot of women in DAS when I was there and there was not even far any incidents as described by Ericka. I thnk she is someone who would for some reason like to smear his reputation. If you check other testimonials you may easily find out DAS is one of the safest places women may visit.
Percy Garcia Lozano from the DAS ayhuasca center in Iquitos is a fake shaman. He is talking about the importance of dietas and all that, when he actually eat pork himself and have sex with female participants, I am one of them, so I am talking about my own experience. He can’t even last more than 1 hour during ceremonies, then abandons you in the maloka, dealing with the effects of ayahuasca by yourself. He even falls asleep during ceremonies and always find an escuse of why he cant be there to conduct ceremonies. Before ceremonies started at 8pm and now they start at 5pm and only last for one hour, so like that he can go home as quick as he can. The reality is that he is just thinking about money, and doesnt give a shit about anyone. This is my own experience, so anyone trying to tell me otherwise is just because they are liking his A… That man is truly dangerous, think twice before going to his center, or you might be well disapointed.
For me, ayahuasca is the most potent self development tool I’ve yet encountered. I’ve visited Percy’s DAS centre twice, once in 2014 with mixed results and again in 2016 with phenomenal results.
To compare the medicine, I’ve also drank Ayahuasca with Blue Morpho. Whilst Blue Morpho is luxurious (4 star accommodation with amazing food!) I’ve found the medicine at Percy’s DAS to be far more effective. His Ayahuasca is very subtle but potent. Extremely powerful stuff if you let it do its work!
Percy himself is a very noble soul. He works tirelessly for his centre and for that I admire him. He’s very approachable and happy to answer any questions about his work.
I recommend Percy to all my friends seeking Ayahuasca for one reason, his medicine delivers results. Ayahuasca takes work, make no mistake about it but the results are astounding. Be sure to have a very clear intent with which aspect you want to work/heal about yourself. It’s also crucially important that you trust the medicine.
I’ve seen many miracles happen at Percy’s healing centre in my time there. Enough to know that I’m not the only one this stuff works on. Be sure to visit if you seek deep healing and personal transformation. Also be sure to ask Percy your spirit animal!
Wishing you well on your healing journey
I first went to DAS in 2010 and I have been returning there every year since. Percy is the kindest and the strongest human being I know. He is humble and generous. He has a huge and compassionate heart. I am honoured to be his student and a friend. Words can’t describe how grateful I am to the Medicine for all the healing I keep on receiving. It is not an easy path but the rewards are tremendous. My life has completely changed. I feel myself growing and becoming a stronger and a better person. DAS is a magical place. People who work there are very caring and supportive. There were many wonderful people I met over the years, who helped me greatly in my process. I would like to mention Matilda, Sarah, Erika, Maria Luisa, Maria Luisa and Amparo, Luz and her family, Roni, Natalie… and many, many other beautiful people who come to DAS to work hard on raising the energies. THANK YOU! The more we are the better it gets!
For those who consider working with the Medicine. Intentions and determination are very important. Every time I arrive there is a moment that I want to run away screaming. Yet I know that running is not going to solve anything. I stay, learn my lessons (ouch some are so hard) and grow through the experience. Some people show up for a ‘trip’ and leave dissatisfied. Some can’t face their fears and run away. When that happens, it is natural to blame the external circumstances rather than self for “failure”. However, ultimately you are the one who is responsible for your own experience.
I wish you the best of luck in your journey!
I have recently returned from an almost 6 month stay at Das. For sure an incredible , intense, magical, profound and sometimes scary journey & of course one that I would be very happy to do all over again. Das is a truly magical and safe place to journey where the emphasis is purely on healing and your security . This is all made possible by Percy who is the very heart of Das. He is a beautiful heart & very humble in his work . His knowledge of the medicine, dosing and his abilities as a healer are what makes this place so special . The centre itself is a very beautiful & peaceful space where I met many interesting people during my stay and made some beautiful new friends. I remain very grateful to all the staff, madre Aya, percy and new friends for all your love and support . I will certainly be returning to Das .
I was in DAS for a month (15.December-15 January 2017). The place is marveluos, and ceremonies ranging from heavenly to hard. The work Percy does is really healing: from body to emotions and healing past issues and problems – although I understood completely how much I received from medicine only when I got back home. The thing I appreciate about this place is a private space in your own hut, especially if you do the dieta, when you need our own space and peace to dive into yourself and to be able to hear the techings of the plant teachers. Center has also a community space are where you amy meet and chat with other people, or simply read, paint, play instruments.
I came with three friends, one also satyed for a month, and two extended their stay for additional month. There were several ther people in the retreat staying for at least a month and one staying for six months. It was really nice to talk to them and exchange the experiences.
I am giving this place five stars for beautiful, peaceful environment, the architecture of the buildings, the kindness of the workers, and above all the knowledge of the medicine and healing process by Percy Garcia Lozano. I will certainly keep coming back.
I’ve recently returned from a retreat at DAS, where I had a very negative experience. If you’re thinking about doing a retreat here, I strongly urge you to reconsider.
I heard about Percy’s place through a friend of a friend, who reportedly had “an amazing experience”. I was very excited to go there and experience some deep and loving healing. Based on the testimonials on his website, I was expecting to be held in my journey by a master shaman, who would be looking out for me energetically. Unfortunately, this could not have been further from what I experienced.
When I arrived on Monday, Percy came to ask me what I wanted. I explained my intentions for my journey. I also asked if it would be all right if I started with a week, then added another four days depending on how I was feeling. He said he needed to know my intentions so that he could tailor my healing process to the amount of time I would be there. I wanted to have a clear intention going into my retreat, and I had read that I should put trust in my shaman and the medicine, so I agreed to stay for 10 days, and paid for it all up front. I got the impression that he disliked that I did this, and also seemed annoyed when I said I wanted to do the Saturday Amazon trip as advertised on the website.
He told me that for the first ceremony, I wouldn’t drink very much and would probably experience little or nothing at all. In fact, he gave me quite a full cup, and I had a very strong experience. Percy sang about four or five icaros, then his assistant Sara sang beautiful icaros for the rest of the night. I was exhausted from traveling, and really wanted to rest, but felt that the ayahuasca wouldn’t let me. At the end of the night, I got a very strong message that I should pack up and get out of there first thing in the morning. Foolishly, I chalked it up to my ego resisting the medicine and being exhausted. When the ceremony had ended, Percy asked me how my experience was, and I said “strong”. He tried to say something else, but I was having trouble understanding him. He said we would talk on Wednesday.
The next day, I discovered that Percy was not at the center on Tuesdays (or any day that there wasn’t a ceremony for that matter). I was disappointed, as I’d assumed he would be there to help me make sense of my experience. I spent the day sleeping and processing. The center was a truly beautiful and relaxing place to hang out, and the dieta food was fantastic. I talked with the other guests and prepared myself for the next night.
On Wednesday, I was hanging out in the common area, and Percy came by. He asked me if I had any questions. I didn’t really, but I was hoping for him to share some guidance or insight into the process he had planned for me. In the afternoon, we met by the river for the floral bath. Percy seemed bored when he showed up. He didn’t look any of us in the eye or say anything during the bath. He just poured the water on our heads. I looked like his mind was somewhere else. When it was my turn, I got a strong feeling that he didn’t really like me. When the bath was over, he said the ceremony would be in an hour.
We all sat waiting in the Maloka. He showed up and did very little preparation, then started calling people up to drink. The woman next to me was sobbing (with fear?) before he even called her up. I got another strong message from my intuition not to participate, but I felt there was no way for me to back out. Everyone was there to drink, and I had to go through with it.
I watched Percy preparing my cup. After he poured in the ayahuasca, he looked thoughtful for a minute, picked up another bottle, and VERY carefully poured just a couple drops of something into my cup. I thought it was kind of weird, but assumed he was just adding another plant to enhance my experience. When he called me up, I heard an undertone of darkness in his voice. I walked up and drank. This time, there was far less in my cup than the first time.
I went back to my mat, and a fire burning in my gut as my body began to take in whatever I’d just drunk. Within 10 minutes I knew I wasn’t going to trip at all. I was annoyed, and hoped that he would offer another drink later in the ceremony, but gave up on that idea pretty quickly. Once again, he sang four or five icaros, then turned it over to Sara. This time, though, he left the Maloka completely, and didn’t return for two or three hours. I lay there listening to Sara’s icaros and feeling completely sober.
When the ceremony finally ended, I heard Sara waking Percy up – he’d apparently fallen asleep. I felt disappointed that he hadn’t been present for nearly the entire ceremony. There was no guidance or protection during the trip, but I supposed it didn’t matter since I hadn’t had a journey. It was announced that we could go back to our huts.
I walked outside and had a very strong feeling of being unsafe. I felt that there was bad energy out there in the night, and there were very sinister sounds coming from the forest. I rushed back to my hut, shut the door and closed the flimsy aluminum lock.
A few minutes later I began to feel very sick. It felt like I was poisoned. It reminded me of the feeling I once had when I’d accidentally eaten unripe ground cherry tomatoes – a nightshade – in the past. I became convinced that the extra thing in my cup must have been Datura / Brugmansia / Toe. This is a poisonous, potentially lethal plant that some shamans are known to use. In the [Ayahuasca Test Pilot’s Handbook](https://books.google.com/books?id=el6OAwAAQBAJ&lpg=PP1&pg=PT77#v=onepage&q&f=false), one person who consumed it described his experience as “two days in hell”. Of course, I don’t really know what I drank, but having worked with this plant before as a gardener, and based on what came next, I’m fully convinced that’s what it was.
I lay on my bed, feverish, sweating a sticky sweat, my heart racing and my stomach cramped. I called for help but nobody seemed to hear me. I gagged myself and was able to throw up what was left in my stomach. But by this time it had been in my system for four or five hours, so it was too late to prevent feeling sick.
It suddenly dawned on me what a bad state I was in. I had given Percy almost all of the money I’d brought. I had no cell service, plus my phone was mostly out of batteries and there was no electricity to recharge it anyway. It was a half hour hike through the jungle to get to the road, and it was at least an hour by car to get to Iquitos from there. The only way I knew to get back was to ask Percy to call his taxi driver friend to come and get me. I realized I was reliant on him for everything. But I no longer trusted him. It was the middle of the night, it was dark, cockroaches were crawling all over me and my stuff, and there were very evil sounds coming from the forest. Everyone at the center was probably tripping hard or asleep, except for the night guard, who wasn’t responding to my calls for help.
I decided I had to get out of there at the earliest opportunity, but there was no way I was going out into the dark jungle while I was poisoned. I felt that I needed someone to look after me, so I called out for help again, and louder. I clearly said who I was, which hut I was in, and that I felt really sick and didn’t know what to do. But nobody responded and nobody came.
My experience became very dark. I felt that if I didn’t pray for my life, I would succumb to the poison and die. I lit all the candles I had, turned my head lamp on maximum brightness, burned palo santo and cedar incense, and asked every person I could think of who cared about me to pray for me. Although I’m not a Christian, I prayed extensively to God, Jesus, and Mary to get me through the night. I kept reaffirming my desire to live, and every time I did the animals in the forest seemed to laugh at me menacingly.
I thought that if I could make it until dawn, I would be ok because the sun would come up. I planned to high-tail it out of there. The only catch was that I had no way back to Iquitos. My options were to either ask Percy (who had just poisoned me) to call me a car, or risk hitchhiking. I packed my bag and tried to decide what to do, praying all the while. At some point several hours later, another guest came and did an extraction on me, but by this time I had already gotten through the darkest part of the crisis on my own, and it was little help.
Finally, after about eight hours of this, dawn came. So did a very heavy rain. I went out and asked some of the workers if there was a way to get back to Iquitos. They told me to wait until Percy woke up and he would help me. I didn’t really want to do that, so I put on my pack and hiked out of the jungle in the pouring rain, still praying for my safety.
I put out my thumb. After 15 or 20 minutes, I was picked up by a man in a beat up little Toyota hatchback with a picture of Jesus on the stick shift. He took me to Iquitos, where I checked into a hotel. I spent the next 24 hours laying in bed, heart racing and unable to sleep. At one point I felt that I was under psychic attack, but I think I was actually just experiencing extreme paranoia from the influence of the poison and feeling unsafe.
The next day, Friday, I was able to fly from Iquitos to Lima. It took me another day to get out of Peru, because I kept having problems with changing my flights. When I finally took off to fly back to the U.S., I got really bad diarrhea in the plane.
In the end, my sense of Percy is that he is out to make money, and is more actor than shaman. He painted an image of himself as a caring shaman that would protect his guests and guide them through the healing process. But in fact, he stayed away from the center as much as he could, did the minimum amount of work to keep up the appearance of caring for the guests, and left us alone to fend for ourselves during a very dark ceremony.
He had control of everything: arrival and departure from the center, access to food and water, and which plants we ingested when. I was happy to put myself in his hands and trust him, until I felt that he poisoned me for no other reasons than that he didn’t like me and was tempted to play god because of the power he had.
The center itself was beautiful in the day, but at night I felt and heard very dark energies, and my journeys were very much like walking through hell.
I will never go back to DAS, and I urge you to stay away as well.
I booked a 6 day retreat at DAS with a few other people from my hostel in Iquitos as we all agreed that it looked like a good place to go from online reviews and the fact that it was listed #4 on iPeru (a list of government approved/ verified shamans).
My stay at DAS was not exactly what I hoped for, and was by far the most expensive part of a 2 month trip to South america.
I want to say first of all that Percy is indeed a shaman (from what I can tell) and i met several people at the retreat that have been coming back for years due to their amazing experiences there and seemed to receive genuine healing from Percy and their Ayahuasca ceremonies.
My experience was not what i had hoped for because of several reason, here is a list:
1. The cost was very negotiable (I heard people paying $600 US for a week[3 ceremonies] and as low as $200 for 3 days [2 ceremonies] ). This seemed arbitrary and appeared like Percy(the Shaman) just wanted to try to get the maximum he could negotiate from each person, something that is very common in Peru but not very pleasant when you are trying to have a deep spiritual experience with the person. Many people at the retreat that were only in peru for Ayahuasca thought these prices were reasonable, but if you compare what can be achieved with $600 US in Peru to what DAS offered, it’s a ripoff.
2. There is nothing to do at DAS. other than to sit in a hammock and read/write/think there is nothing to do at DAS. I found this extremely boring, ive heard from people going to other retreat that they had among other things: tribes come in to trade, interpretive painting, 1 on 1 session with the shaman etc.. some activities could have been offered with very little cost to the center but weren’t.
3. I personally never felt comfortable with Percy, and it’s not that i had bad feelings from him, it’s that i never got positive ones either. He never showed the “infinite love” that i’ve heard that other shamans give out or positive vibes. He was only there to supply the ayahuasca (for me at least) and that was it.
4. Above I talked about not having 1 on 1 sessions. There actualy were 1 on 1 sessions with the shaman (with a translator) but these were not productive at all. When talking with percy I had to ask the questions, and he would try to answer them. Percy couldn’t answer any of my questions and would redirect the question to “what do you need/want”, he wouldn’t explain his views on other things and generally didn’t seem to care if i was satisfied with the answer. needless to say after 1 hour of talking I decided to leave the retreat. I no longer felt comfortable with Percy as my shaman. In the end i left after 3 days (2 ceremonies) instead of 6 days. without a refund.
In the end DAS felt more like a business with poor attention to customers. I would recommend it for people who just want to experience ayahuasca in a nice place (the infrastructure is actually quite nice, so is the food) but without much need for a shaman. Also i would advice people to “pay as you go” instead of paying for a whole week at once, it will likely be cheaper this way anyways.
If i had to do it again i would have waited a few days more in iquitos to find a better option, this is because once i returned to iquitos i met several other travelers who had gone to other shamans with great experiences that sounded more genuine.
I wish you luck in finding the right place for your Ayahuasca ceremonies. 🙂
Centro DAS is a great place for healing, learning and merging with nature , Percy is a very dedicated and humble person that provides a trustful healing process. Its my second time in the center and I would be happy to go back again.
I stayed here for a week but paid for longer stay up front.
First thing that worried me when I arrived, was that he asked what my special requirements were as he didn’t understand them. He had said they were no problem before I booked it.
Then on my first ceremony, I had a bad trip. Not blaming him for the bad trip but I called out for help but by that time, Percy had already left the temple. It was left up to the other guests to try and help me. Apparently I tried to climb over a railing which one of the guests had to hold me back. This meant I was ruining the other guests experiences, when I should have been taken care of by the staff.
At 7am the next morning, one of the guests came and got me as I was still in the temple all by myself, still having a bad experience. He had to help me to my room as I was still unable to do anything myself.
After I got some sleep, I was wanting to talk to Percy about what had happened. That’s when I found out that he is only there for the ceremonies on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. That meant I had to wait for almost two days before I could speak to him. Once again it was the other guests that I talked to about it.
I later realised I had left some personal belongings in the temple. When I went back to get them, they were no where to be found. I asked the staff if they had seen them but no one had. This meant someone helped themselves to my belongings while I was not sober enough to look after them. No flashlight and one shirt down now.
Then there is the bathroom, which is a muddy creek that is downstream from another village. This means that you bath in waste / sewage water. Not only that, but this is where they wash the dishes they serve your food on.
Then there is the complete lack of things to do there. Apart from a very small library and going for walks. If it wasn’t for the other guests, I would not have had any help, information or entertainment during my stay.
Finally. When I decided to leave, I asked Percy if I get some money back for my unused portion of my stay. He dodged this question. He didn’t even ask why I wanted to leave early. Shows how much he cares about his guests.
In the end I left without getting anything back.
If you are just looking for a place to serve you ayahuasca and don’t care about hygiene or anything else then this place might be ok.
I stayed with Percy over a year ago, and it ended up one of the most important events in my life.
The center was beautiful, the assistant Josue was on time at the airport and very friendly. The center was beautiful and was everything I needed. Very relaxing and comforting. I only got to see Percy for a moment before the ceremony. I understood later he had important family demands, so I completely understood that he wasn’t widely available during my stay. At the same time, I didn’t need anyone to hold my hand, this was a personal journey and I needed to discover it for myself.
The ceremony itself, as a first time experiencer, was interesting. Once I was under the influence, I truly understood what he means by stating he’s a “healer”. His guidance was exactly what I needed, and after the ceremony was over, I couldn’t stop telling him “gracias, gracias, gracias.”
Now, if you’re considering Percy, I highly recommend him. However I must strongly advise you to do your homework on Ayahuasca. This isn’t an experience to just get high, it’s a medicinal tea, use your time with it wisely.
I’m the Solo young man in the 1/5 star rating review. I went for healing purposes to address issues that I haven’t been able to deal with through conventional methods. Anxiety, fears, addictions, and motivation by fear rather than love or passions. I felt completely removed of my problems through profound experiences at this center. The First two ceremonies seemed to be labeling and addressing the underlying problems, while the last one seemed to be putting what I learned to the test which it provided as well. The first day on return I confronted everything head on and feel completely healed of past traumas. Though we can always improve as people. I feel this is a new beginning to my life. Beautiful, profound, enlightening, healing, insightful. Thank you so much for the most beautiful experience of my life. Thanks Percy, Joel and helpers. Thank you ayahuasca! Thank you Jungle! The universe has provided 😀
Definitely considering going back, if not here another ayahuasca retreat. First I have to integrate my learning and I’ve heard I’ll have continual insights into the visions. Estimating a year or so from now.
I am writing this on the morning after my Ayahuasca experience so understand that my views on my experience may change however I will revisit what I have written to update when I have had space to be more reflexive. At the present time I feel an utter sense of doom and disappointment.
My wife and I are spending a year travelling around South America and one of the pivotal points we have been waiting for on our trip is to undertake an Ayahuasca ceremony. This motivation has directed our trip in its route and its motivation. We had originally planned on doing a week long retreat however due to time constraints that were enhanced by the week long journey to Iquitos from Panatoja we decided that we would attend a day ceremony but still catch our transport out of Iquitos a week later so if we wanted to extend our experience we had the option to.
When we arrived at DAS Percy and Joel met us at the gate. They said that our bungalow was being prepared so we could wash in the river and they would come and explain what the process would be once the cottage was ready. Percy came to get us and showed us to the cottage. He showed us the room and asked for cash up front, which we paid. He the left us saying there would be a flower bath at 4pm. We spoke to the other two guests for a while then went over at 4pm for the flower bath. One of the other guests who was about to undertake his third experience at the site said that it would be at this point someone would talk to us and tell us what would be happening, although he gave us an account himself.
The flower bath was a pleasant experience but still there was no explanation or discuss of our motivation for coming, as we were told there would be. We met in the ceremony room at 5pm and Joel said that Percy would enter and call us up for the drink, once we had drank the drink we should not talk, only meditate. He also explained things such as where the toilets were and how we should use the flash lights etc.
We all drank our first drink and as I was coconscious of needing the toilet, thought I would go one last time. Upon returning to my mat I felt extremely sick and vomited probably only 15 minutes after drinking. I lay for a while and listened to the process taking effect on the others in the room, including my wife. One of the participants was extremely sick and required help from Joel to go to the toilet as she was extremely unwell. As her sickness died down she was laughing and appeared to be having a good experience. My wife was sick very late on. After she was sick I remember her saying ?I don?t understand what is going on? repeatedly over and over again. Her body in strange positions similar to positions she uses in yoga.
I had felt a low level sensation after the being sick however this had passed and I was now just sat listening to the experiences of others and the chanting of Percy. Joel came and asked me if I thought I needed a bit more. I replied that yes I thought so as it wasn?t really having any affect. Another drink was prepared for me and the other male participant. My wife and the second female had said that they did not require a second cup. I drank the second cup and waited. Because I had been sick so quickly the first time I had expected it to come on reasonably fast but this time it didn?t. I waited and waited and begun to think that maybe it just wasn?t going to work for me. As I sat up almost giving up I felt extremely sick, extremely quickly and vomited. This was probably just over 30 minutes after I had taken the second cup. Now I knew this was going to take affect so laid back waiting for what was about to come. At this point Percy was playing some chimes/bells and was walking around the room stopping behind each of us. I began to feel the effects coming on. Percy stopped playing the bells and Joel announced the Percy had said that the ceremony was now over we could remain in our positions or return to our room. I could not believe it! It was as if they had led me to a very intense experience and left me to deal with it by myself. My trip became increasingly strong and increasingly dark.
I have had multiple experiences using DMT in the past. The early stages of these experiences had been overwhelming positive and I had learnt a lot however the latter had taken me to an extremely dark place that I was very afraid to go back to. I had hoped that through the guidance of a shaman I would understand these experiences and value the negative as well as the positive. Since being in Peru my wife and I also visited another Shaman and drank San Pedro. This was an incredible Shaman that we were set up with through The Shaman Shop in Cuzco. Our San Pedro experience was extraordinary and the guidance of our shaman showed us what an extremely wise and gifted individual he was, a true spiritual leader however at the same time setting himself out as an equal to us as opposed to someone who should be worshiped. So we arrived as DAS with high expectations of an equally good spiritual leader however I was left feeling quite the opposite.
My trip after the second cup returned me to the place of my bad experiences using DMT. It is a sense of nothingness, that the world does not exist, nor do my loved one, nor do I. I am just a looping thought process that is left for infinity with no vessel or way of ending it. I called out for my wife but felt that this was arbitrary as my wife did not exist and nor did I so the comfort of her arms was not possible. At this point I lost complete control of all my bodily functions. I felt myself having extreme diarrhoea but this was just a feeling of the brain and not possible in reality as I did not have a body to perform this function. I continued to call out that I loved my wife however as the words came out of my mouth each time it was as if they were meaningless as my wife did not exist all that did was the feeling of love that she represented.
Soon the spinning repetition that was going on started to include a vision of my wife being brought to me by Joel. She was clearly still under the influence herself but was voicing that she would comfort me but there was an extremely bad smell that I needed to wash off. Her saying this began to plant me back in to reality as I realised that I had messed myself and she was real. We walked together directed by Joel to the river where we washed. At this point I was now experiencing reality again. Once washed we headed back to our cabin. Joel and Percy were stood in our path and we talked to them as we passed.
In the morning I have woken feeling utterly let down. I feel that when my experience was at its most intense and I was at my most vulnerable Percy ended the ceremony. To me his involvement had been valueless. He had chanted and played instruments while I was sober and once under the influence left me. During our last shaman experience we discussed/explored the concept of a ?C.D Shaman?, the concept of playing chanting on a c.d while under the influence of these kind of plants and how this could not compare to the guidance of a real Shaman. Although Shaman Percy did not play a c.d, he did not consider the stage of those in the room or anything about their experience. He was more concerned with his own experience. He did his time of playing instruments and chanting then ended suddenly to spend the rest of the evening being sick himself. The other participant who was on his third experience at the centre stated that on his second ceremony of Ayahuasca he took it alone. Shaman Percy felt that he was ready to be given the drink while he was alone in his bedroom so was given the drink then left alone without the guidance of any Shaman. From my understanding of the role of the Shaman this seems utterly neglectful. This was a young, vulnerable guy being left to deal with a very powerful substance without any guidance.
In the morning we walked back to the river to wash my clothes and hopefully speak to Percy/Joel. Percy approached us and asked how was the experience I said that it had been not so good but was aware of the language barrier between us so went no further. Joel then came to speak to me about my experience. He repeatedly said that to have a valued experience you need to have undertaken the diet and not just be coming to the experience for the ride. After him repeatedly telling me that it was my bad experience was my issue because of various reasons I explained that we had been following the diet. He then put it down to us coming for a one night experience and not being truly in need, giving an example of one of the other participants who had had a positive experience. I did not feel the need to explain that we had the option of staying for the three ceremonies nor my motivations for coming or what I had hoped to get out of it, primarily because he was not interested. Joel?s role was supposed to be acting as a translator and care taker however he was now giving justifications for Shaman Percy. We did not have one conversation with Shaman Percy during our whole stay.
Upon returning to our cabin one of the other participants showed me the comments book that previous guests had been asked to complete. The book was clearly held together with Seloptape, being a mish mash of one than one book. All accounts were overwhelmingly positive about DAS and about Percy. It seemed strange that no one had anything negative to say about the place.
I have reread this account a few days after my experience and although have edited and added slightly feel that it is a true representation of what happened to us. Ultimately Ayahuasca does what Ayahuasca does, I am not questioning the power or effects of the substance itself however I feel that I wanted to have the guidance of a Shaman for my experience and Shaman Percy did not perform this function. He acts and performs the ceremony as if he is some kind of guru, this is not how a shaman should be. A shaman should be as an equal but understand your needs and wants and guide you through the process. From what we saw Shaman Percy is not capable of this.
I have visited DAS three times now and each time has been different – each time has been magical. There have always been like minded people there when I have visited, and each time has been an adventure. It is no good going there for a hippy trip as that is not what it is about. You will get more from your visit if you are there with a pure heart. Intent is everything! Don’t demand anything from ayahuasca; it doesn’t work like that. If you want to know what exists behind the Veil then you can discover that too! You may also have experiences you never thought possible but don’t be afraid, they are here to help!