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Blue Morpho does a perfect job at guiding people through the Ayahuasca experience whether it’s your fist time or you’ve done it many times. If they asked me how they could do a better job I honestly couldn’t think of a single thing I would ask them to improve.
My personal experience in life consisted of physical, psychological and emotional abuse that started in childhood. I reacted to this by shutting down my emotional system and putting walls of protection. As an adult this made me very angry, scared, short tempered, impatient and the problems that caused me in adult life were immense.
I could never have healthy relationships, I didn’t love myself, I had a very pessimistic kill or be killed view of the world.
After drinking Ayahuasca with Blue Morpho I was able to heal these traumas by releasing them with the help of Ayahuasca. Once they were released I could not see clearly how I had taken my negative life experiences and built a negative persona and mode of operation with the world.
This was the beginning of change, for the better. I’m very much still working to cleans heal and become a best version of myself that I can be. Some of the things that have replaced the anger, frustration, fear, impatience are compassion, patience, understanding my behavior, feelings and emits on a deeper level. Compassion for others who are suffering, even when they are acting like an ass…I use to do that…I an relate.
It can be hard work some times and it can at times be confusing. The folks at Blue Morpho have carried me when I needed it, they provided an ear to listen when I needed and they offered advice and perspective when I asked for it. They do this not only while you are at the retreat but after you go home as well.
They are truly selfless people fiercely working on awakening themselves through service to others helping others heal. They are beautiful and dedicated people I’m very grateful to call friends, fellow journeymen and at times care takers.
I love them all and Ayahuasca deeply. I would have never gotten to meet myself and live my true life without Blue Morpho.